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I was sitting at work the other night and as if it were a pile of bricks that had just landed on my head..it hit me. I'm growing up. I work full-time..I pay for basically everything that I need..I'm looking for apartments ect. to move into.. I'm going to college in the fall and am saving up for it..
It scared me to tears. I wanted so many things to be differently..for my life not be how its turned out..
but don't we all.
I'm not quite sure why we work so hard anyways. We end up right where I work... Our minds grow weak, our hearts give out, and we give up. So..why work the 40+ hours a week? Why get yourself so stressed out you don't want to wake up a "seize the day?"
heh.. Jessssus.
lacynoelle <3
It scared me to tears. I wanted so many things to be differently..for my life not be how its turned out..
but don't we all.
I'm not quite sure why we work so hard anyways. We end up right where I work... Our minds grow weak, our hearts give out, and we give up. So..why work the 40+ hours a week? Why get yourself so stressed out you don't want to wake up a "seize the day?"
heh.. Jessssus.
lacynoelle <3