thanks..
i would do the whole list of things that happened in the last year..
but to be honest..this last year was a waste..and i don't care to recall it..
the highs and lows are destroying me, and i'm losing myself in them. i want to be happy, but i want to be in all of this. i'm sick of seeing people who are assholes, liars, bastards of deciet live happily and yet people i know who are selfless, loving, and the type of people who this world desparately needs, get nothing. they are fucked over..without a second thought. ridiculous. i don't believe anymore that people always get what they deserve. its not reality, its a fantasy, a movie screen..nothing more.
i don't think i'm better than most people. i don't act superior or talk down to others, i'm not a bitch, nor will i take shit either. forgive me for thinking that i'm better than some crack-whores at a factory though. granted life doesn't hardly ever turn out the way we want it to..but i don't believe it never does. i want to be better than the shit i see all around me. i want to do better, i want to achieve success in one form or another. even if its just being successful in becoming a good person...is a feat in itself..nonetheless. i'm sick of being talked down to, i'm sick of being treated like shit and told by the one person who should be building me up that i am nothing and probably never will be. it's time for a change...
lacynoelle
but to be honest..this last year was a waste..and i don't care to recall it..
the highs and lows are destroying me, and i'm losing myself in them. i want to be happy, but i want to be in all of this. i'm sick of seeing people who are assholes, liars, bastards of deciet live happily and yet people i know who are selfless, loving, and the type of people who this world desparately needs, get nothing. they are fucked over..without a second thought. ridiculous. i don't believe anymore that people always get what they deserve. its not reality, its a fantasy, a movie screen..nothing more.
i don't think i'm better than most people. i don't act superior or talk down to others, i'm not a bitch, nor will i take shit either. forgive me for thinking that i'm better than some crack-whores at a factory though. granted life doesn't hardly ever turn out the way we want it to..but i don't believe it never does. i want to be better than the shit i see all around me. i want to do better, i want to achieve success in one form or another. even if its just being successful in becoming a good person...is a feat in itself..nonetheless. i'm sick of being talked down to, i'm sick of being treated like shit and told by the one person who should be building me up that i am nothing and probably never will be. it's time for a change...
lacynoelle