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I can't sleep again. I'm always more aware of my own flaws when I'm tired and especially so when someone is actively laying them down in front of me, listing them like a fucking disemotional psychologist. It fucks me off. I am not a list of flaws. I am me. You know what my real problem is? I'm me. That's my problem. If I wasn't me, I wouldn't have half the problems I have. Obviously. I am not your sterile lists of studied examples of previous assumptions by people who probably know nothing. I am not your list of options to extort more money from me or the system. I am not you. Do not judge me. Do not condemn me.
Why does this only make sense in my head, and never in words, on the screen or on paper?
Does anybody really understand this? Does anyone have any idea what I'm going through right now? :( Can anybody help me...?
Why does this only make sense in my head, and never in words, on the screen or on paper?
Does anybody really understand this? Does anyone have any idea what I'm going through right now? :( Can anybody help me...?