Apr 20, 2006 12:22
i'm sick of people. is that a bad thing? they just make me....sick. thinking about people makes me uneasy and a little queasy.
i'm sick of all the hypocritical bullshit and fakeness and twofacedness. it gets really old and really pointless. don't be my friend to my face and around other people then basically ignore me and act like I don't exisit behind my back or when you're by yourself.
and please don't only call me or call me to hang out just because everyone else is busy and I'm not. I'm not a last resort. and I don't freaking appricate you even thinking I am. if you call me as a last resort then just hang out by yourself. it's not very fun.
this and a whole lot more is why I really hate people and spend most of my time when I'm not working locked in my bedroom. and I don't really even care anymore.
i also doubt if you'll even read this. it's more than likely about no one you think it is.