been awhile..
so as i sit awake with nothing to do i realize i havent updated my journal in quite awhile.. so if anyone still reads this junk id like to throw you a "hello" as for how ive been.. ok i guess.. same routine everyday basically. work, baby, home, wow, all that jaz.. ive come to the sudden realization that i really miss my old friends. i dunno if this song just puts me in a mood to see my friends or if im just starting to think about them more, but it makes me rather sad that i never get to see them anymore.. i guess thats the real world tho. man, there's so much i could update on.. trying to pick out a few key things that matter.. well i guess the one im most proud of is i finally got drunk for the first time ever and i gotta say, it was fairly awesome. i much happier drunk, and apparently very silly.. and i swear to god my forearms get 10x prettier when im drunk O.o not really too sure on that one but it seemed like it needed to be said at that time.. codys wedding was a blast, i got to hang out with him and my old bud mike who i hadnt seen in forever. thanks to both cody and mike btw, you guys helped me out quite a bit that night, as i found out rage can bring me right back to sober rather quickly, you guys calmed me down and really made me feel better about what was going on.. in other news.. my hair is fuckin long as hell, never really planned to let it get quite this long, but gina likes it this way, so i guess its not so bad. plus people say i look like jesus when i have it down. well, i dunno.. i guess thats all for now, im more focused on the music now than typing so ima go sit and listen to my song.. g'night. =^.^=