"they think that your early ending was all wrong.."
looks like im gonna be moving in with gina :) just gotta find a place... jacon is getting closer too.. there's so much going on now-a-days.. i want to drop my math class.. math sucks... im still not sure what i want to major in... psychology used to be cool.. but this 3 hour class is just boring.. im starting to wonder if i should get into law.. or of course video game stuff.. mmm.. games.. computers.. electronics.. i should be asleep.. and i am tired.. but i dont want to go to sleep for some reason.. hence my pointless ramble.. and why do i suddenly feel dark... eh.. whatever... "now that the smoke's gone, and the air is all clear, those who were right there, got a new kind of fear, you'd fight and you were right, but they were just too strong.. they'd stick it in your face and let you smell what they consider wrong.. thats why i say hey man nice shot.." have you ever had so many thoughts going through your head at once it felt like you werent thinking at all? im kinda just starring at the wall.. and blah.. *moonfire spam* wth.. im feeling really out of it right now.. maybe i just need more sleep.. too bad i have to get up in about 3 hours.. i need some time off from everything.. school and work both.. id like to just take gina and go out somewhere for like a week and just do nothing.. just be away from everything.. except id bring my computer and ps2 of course.. my head hurts.. im gonna go try and sleep now i guess.. darkness and silence.. i just wish gina was here for me to hold and share the void with.. "through me you feel the void from where the sad sounds come"..