CRAP ON MY HEAD!
Well fuck, seems I just can't catch a break, Randi's being kinda weird, I dunno if it's because of the whole josh thing or not, I hope that's all it is, I also hope that the josh thing is what she says it is, one can never be to carefull. My mind hurts, 's not fair that I have to deal with this crazy shit all the time and then someone else reaps the benifits of my caring and emotions.
Fuck that, I dun need that shit, I was perfectly happy alone for six months, SIX MONTHS! no human contact, no kisses, no sex, maybe a hug here and there, and whats worse? after six months, all the girls I know started goin on about needing to get laid, bitching at me that they needed sex, as if I were supposed to wave a wand and fix it, and then when I inquire as to whom they wanna have sex with, it's someone that's not me, even if there's noone around, seems like I'm just too vauled as a friend to let something like sex ruin it, I wish jono knew what it was like to be me, just to switch roles for a day and let him know how it feels to be cast aside even though you're you're the best thing available.. I know that sounds really cockish, but I'm pretty sure it's true. I asked what the problem was the other day, they told me that I'm not ugly, my breath isn't bad, I'm a overall great guy, who's not geting laid. While everyone else, I mean EVERYONE else, gets orgys and shit. something seems a bit off, no? Maybe things will change once I turn 21 and get the fuck outta dodge.
hrm... So, this is my live journal thingy, coolie. I could get real used to bitching at the box that somethies has moving pictures. I'll catch you ppl later.
Fuck that, I dun need that shit, I was perfectly happy alone for six months, SIX MONTHS! no human contact, no kisses, no sex, maybe a hug here and there, and whats worse? after six months, all the girls I know started goin on about needing to get laid, bitching at me that they needed sex, as if I were supposed to wave a wand and fix it, and then when I inquire as to whom they wanna have sex with, it's someone that's not me, even if there's noone around, seems like I'm just too vauled as a friend to let something like sex ruin it, I wish jono knew what it was like to be me, just to switch roles for a day and let him know how it feels to be cast aside even though you're you're the best thing available.. I know that sounds really cockish, but I'm pretty sure it's true. I asked what the problem was the other day, they told me that I'm not ugly, my breath isn't bad, I'm a overall great guy, who's not geting laid. While everyone else, I mean EVERYONE else, gets orgys and shit. something seems a bit off, no? Maybe things will change once I turn 21 and get the fuck outta dodge.
hrm... So, this is my live journal thingy, coolie. I could get real used to bitching at the box that somethies has moving pictures. I'll catch you ppl later.