Day 2 + 3
Day 2 being Wednesday, 3 being today (Thursday).
So these were my days off. Boy was I unproductive.
Mike had said he had promised someone something and that if he could, he'd get around it to come over wednesday. Meanwhile, here I am trying to not have hope that he'd
come over, and telling myself I'd reward myself with a daquiri and a fun movie if he didn't show up by 8. Hey....can't be depressed anymore if he doesn't show.
Gotta do things different and gotta react different to different scenarios.
So I'm pretending to clean my house...........which has desperately needed cleaning for like ever.....and right at 6:49 I head into the kitchen on a whim...I have those glass blocks that distort your view of outside, but I can still see my car from downstairs....and like clockwork here comes a figure dressed all in black up the stairs.
So I get giddy and run to my room and begin folding........and singing....and mock gasp when he appears in the doorway. I'm so bad.
I kinda sense his uncertainty in the way he's standing so I hug him......and he squishes me right back. Well at least I know he missed me.
I act more coy than usual to gauge how he's feeling, but we hug quite a few times so I deduce he really missed me. I like being missed.
Later on he told me that he only decided to come over after he had gotten home from work. I didn't really push the subject, but I reckon it was a split second decision, since he neglected the little napsack he usually carries here.
To kiss him again, touch him, smell him....it was so wonderful. How can I possibly forget how beautiful he is in just one week?
I didn't sleep well at all. He commandeered most of the bed and snored directly in my ear.....but I'd rather have that than him mad at me, or us mad at each other.
I've been good the past couple of days. I'm been a little optimistic and cheerful, which is a vast improvement over last week. He told me that as long as I didn't give up on him, he wouldn't give up on me. I'm gonna hold him to that, and I'll promise that with every fiber of my being I will keep trying until the hypothetical bad outweighs the good.
Today was decent. Got a couple of chores done. Tossed out a LOT of my old clothes. Not that they didn't fit, but because I didn't like them anymore. I've got so many clothes that I might sell them as a lot on Craigslist. Maybe make each shirt $.25 or something? It'd be an all or nothing lot. See what happens with that.
I'm going to Orlando and Alabama apparently for my vacation at the end of September. Mom wants to go camping in Alabama....which actually sounds pretty dang fun. Then when I get back from there I'm heading to Orlando with my Mikey. I had been hearing about this promotion Universal had been having with Zephyrhills water where you get a special promotion code and enter it into the promo code box on the Universal website and you get the second park free when you purchase tickets for one park. So I'm going to Universal (Mike can finally ride the jaws ride!) AND Islands of Adventure again ^^* It was so fun last time, even though I was sick like whoa. Gonna keep eating good, taking my vitamins and using my Purell and PRAY that I don't get sick on my vacation.
It'll be sooo fun going to Orlando with Mike again, because for my birthday he took me to Hollywood Studios and while I pouted like a 5-year-old cause I couldn't see the parade, I still had a blast.
Can't wait to wear my smexy dress for him. I just know his jaw will drop XD
So these were my days off. Boy was I unproductive.
Mike had said he had promised someone something and that if he could, he'd get around it to come over wednesday. Meanwhile, here I am trying to not have hope that he'd
come over, and telling myself I'd reward myself with a daquiri and a fun movie if he didn't show up by 8. Hey....can't be depressed anymore if he doesn't show.
Gotta do things different and gotta react different to different scenarios.
So I'm pretending to clean my house...........which has desperately needed cleaning for like ever.....and right at 6:49 I head into the kitchen on a whim...I have those glass blocks that distort your view of outside, but I can still see my car from downstairs....and like clockwork here comes a figure dressed all in black up the stairs.
So I get giddy and run to my room and begin folding........and singing....and mock gasp when he appears in the doorway. I'm so bad.
I kinda sense his uncertainty in the way he's standing so I hug him......and he squishes me right back. Well at least I know he missed me.
I act more coy than usual to gauge how he's feeling, but we hug quite a few times so I deduce he really missed me. I like being missed.
Later on he told me that he only decided to come over after he had gotten home from work. I didn't really push the subject, but I reckon it was a split second decision, since he neglected the little napsack he usually carries here.
To kiss him again, touch him, smell him....it was so wonderful. How can I possibly forget how beautiful he is in just one week?
I didn't sleep well at all. He commandeered most of the bed and snored directly in my ear.....but I'd rather have that than him mad at me, or us mad at each other.
I've been good the past couple of days. I'm been a little optimistic and cheerful, which is a vast improvement over last week. He told me that as long as I didn't give up on him, he wouldn't give up on me. I'm gonna hold him to that, and I'll promise that with every fiber of my being I will keep trying until the hypothetical bad outweighs the good.
Today was decent. Got a couple of chores done. Tossed out a LOT of my old clothes. Not that they didn't fit, but because I didn't like them anymore. I've got so many clothes that I might sell them as a lot on Craigslist. Maybe make each shirt $.25 or something? It'd be an all or nothing lot. See what happens with that.
I'm going to Orlando and Alabama apparently for my vacation at the end of September. Mom wants to go camping in Alabama....which actually sounds pretty dang fun. Then when I get back from there I'm heading to Orlando with my Mikey. I had been hearing about this promotion Universal had been having with Zephyrhills water where you get a special promotion code and enter it into the promo code box on the Universal website and you get the second park free when you purchase tickets for one park. So I'm going to Universal (Mike can finally ride the jaws ride!) AND Islands of Adventure again ^^* It was so fun last time, even though I was sick like whoa. Gonna keep eating good, taking my vitamins and using my Purell and PRAY that I don't get sick on my vacation.
It'll be sooo fun going to Orlando with Mike again, because for my birthday he took me to Hollywood Studios and while I pouted like a 5-year-old cause I couldn't see the parade, I still had a blast.
Can't wait to wear my smexy dress for him. I just know his jaw will drop XD