Jan 04, 2008 14:29
i made a new year's resolution to quit drinking in order to have a good time. it's not like i'm an alcoholic or anything, it's rather that i find bothersome the necessity of drinking in order to enjoy the company of all the amazing people that i know.
i had an profoundly transcendent experience last night, which was both thrilling and slightly disturbing, especially to the person around me. but i woke up this morning to the most extraordinarily positive perspective i have had in too long a time, and am trying not to be too afraid of things anymore.
like cassidy, i miss the people that are gone. i want our group to be whole again.