Catch up
The birthday brownies were good. Really good.
But today I'm not doing so well. I've been sick a lot and my sleeping has been...erratic, to say the least. I wanted to be able to go see Naomi, my nurse practitioner, but it seems Mike and my Mom are conspiring against me. They supposedly know we have a tight budget...but yesterday they spent $300 without calling, asking...or even telling me when they got home. I found out when I checked the bank account today.
Now I'm thinking I'm not going to be able to pay Ashford and start classes again. And I'm wondering what I'm going to do about paying a few other things. And I'll be honest, I'm also crying a bit. It seems like every time I get the light at the end of the tunnel in sight, the tunnel suddenly gets a lot longer.
The up side I'd rather be focusing on...the RP in Nainya is getting interesting. And I made a new ship in there, along with a "traveling show" like the old-time circus/carnival traveling shows... Jugglers, freaks, animal shows, knife/ax throwers, fortune-tellers, acrobats...the whole thing. Well, and the S.S. Traveler is also a mercy ship, with Federation doctors and nurses aboard. Hopefully it'll be a lot of fun.
Maybe when I get back up, I'll be able to focus on the good and ignore the problem for just a little while.
But today I'm not doing so well. I've been sick a lot and my sleeping has been...erratic, to say the least. I wanted to be able to go see Naomi, my nurse practitioner, but it seems Mike and my Mom are conspiring against me. They supposedly know we have a tight budget...but yesterday they spent $300 without calling, asking...or even telling me when they got home. I found out when I checked the bank account today.
Now I'm thinking I'm not going to be able to pay Ashford and start classes again. And I'm wondering what I'm going to do about paying a few other things. And I'll be honest, I'm also crying a bit. It seems like every time I get the light at the end of the tunnel in sight, the tunnel suddenly gets a lot longer.
The up side I'd rather be focusing on...the RP in Nainya is getting interesting. And I made a new ship in there, along with a "traveling show" like the old-time circus/carnival traveling shows... Jugglers, freaks, animal shows, knife/ax throwers, fortune-tellers, acrobats...the whole thing. Well, and the S.S. Traveler is also a mercy ship, with Federation doctors and nurses aboard. Hopefully it'll be a lot of fun.
Maybe when I get back up, I'll be able to focus on the good and ignore the problem for just a little while.