Heartache

[darkedesire]

I just found out that someone very dear to me is in the burn unit in Lubbock. Lubbock is 5 hours away. And Jesse is like my big brother. He's always been there, especially when I was in junior high and high school. We went to church together and his stepfather hated him and was mean to him...so he was always at our house, helping with something or mowing or having stave practice with me. I needed someone to spar with so I taught him how to use a staff and we used to spend hours sparring. And now...now I don't know how he is, other than in pain and alone. And I don't know how to get in touch with him yet. And I am sitting here crying.

Is it too much to ask of the universe that my friends and family at least get a fair shake?