oh saturday
wow wow wow
you think you know me so well
but like always you don't know a thing about me
that has what has always upset me, and continues to more each and every day
the truth is i can't take it anymore
your lack of an answer was all the answer i needed
and it digusts me so much
and you say i'm fucked up, at least i'm aware of it, you don't know just how many lives you're affecting
you have no idea what my biggest regret is
and what i would change if i could
but unlike you this isn't just some rash thing i say out of anger later to delete
figure it out, those cards a joke, you make your own destiny
you have no idea just how much of my future comes true, and how much of yours is a joke
forget it all, and i do mean all
you always tell me everything is going to be ok
and you've always been right
and i think you may be right this time
just not in the way i wanted or expected
but like always you gave me hope
booyah!
so i'm gonna take everyone's advice
including my own
(yes i give myself advice don't call me crazy lol)
oh you
you are beyond confusing
hopes but not expectations
that's my motto
i'm tired of disappointments
"and in that moment my triumph was not a state championship
but simple clarity
the realization that we had always been there for each other
and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth
i was now and would always be in love with peyton sawyer"
oh tv is so full of shit, filling your head with ideas
idealistic world we live in i tell ya
"and when you weren't looking
i snuck into your room
and went under your bed
cracked that lock on that case
and took back my heart
jumped out the window
never to be seen by you again
wanna hear a secret?
i sold yours at a flea market for 5 bucks
your heart for a nice meal and tip?
sounds fair to me"