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nobody understands me. and i don't mean that in some big dramatic way. i just mean like i do things for certain reasons and nobody can quite grasp that. most people are a lot of their way or the highway type of shit. i have nothing but good intentions and all i'm really looking for is just something that makes sense to me and works. even people i've known for years and tell everything to still don't get it. i can't be THAT complicated, can i? =/
"this isn't about doing what's right, it's about following your heart"
for some reason that quote rings in my head every single day
it's the weirdest thing i swear
deathwish fersure
some things never change
my birthday was nice.
it was a day of firsts though.
hmmmm.
1. don't get so cocky boy
2. poor bed ):
3. no birthday dinner for the first time in years
4. there was one important one that i can't recall =/
yummy cake and fly hoodies and watching lost in class. lots of birthday texts and calls and such. busy day. fun day. that note really hit me hard. lost at night was amazing. oh today is... interesting.
so i realized some things today. and i am going to sit alone in the park. and just think for hours. that's become like my new thing.
last night i realized some of the saddest things in the world. ):
tomorrow is a landmark.
goodnight<3