Oct 09, 2007 09:28
I hate texts, just so everyone knows. If you can call me then call me. Don't text me. And really don't do what this idiot did because it will royally piss me off that you apparently are a coward too.
So while I was in the library attempting to comprehend Organic Chem for the umpteenth time this week alone, my phone vibrated notifying me of a new received text. Figuring it was going to be Brit, a girl who was supposed to be meeting up with us to study, I picked it up fairly cheerfully. It was from a number I didn't recognize. I opened the message up figuring maybe it was someone from one of my classes which was entirely possible since my number is available to my Facebook friends. Nope. Not so lucky. It was from him saying "Moved on yet?" I was furious!!! All I wanted to do was pick up the phone and call him and just go off on him. I was shaking I was that upset. I had to hand over my phone for a good 10-20 minutes so I wouldn't give him the satisfaction. After I'd calmed down I replied to his message with "Why do you care?" He responds "Thought so".....
THOUGHT WHAT????????? WTFH!!?!?!!?
I reply saying "Thought what? Just so you know I am not seeing someone else" since I'm pretty sure he has convinced himself that I'm some kind of whore who keeps guys on the sideline so that I can give them a wink and 'Hey let's go' whenever I'm in the mood. Uh, no. First of all I have more respect than that for most of my friends. Secondly I have more respect for myself. I'm darned picky when it comes to who I will date and who I will sleep with. I've decided I'm going to take some time-off from sex. Even if I start dating someone in a week or two, I'm not going to sleep with them because I'm seriously getting pissed off and tired of the complications that sex seems to add to everything! Why make my life more complicated? I mean really. It's just ridiculous that everything is going swimmingly then you add sex and WHAM!!! Everything goes to heck in a handbasket! But you know what? I'm not going to worry about it anymore because I'm not going to indulge. Sex has never been that big a deal for me anyway.
relationships,
sex,
texting