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Damnit Daniel... why are you still floating around in the background of my life? i haven't heard from you in almost a year now... i'm perplexed by this rediculas hold you have on me... i'd love to yell and scream at you... i know you're nothing... but argh!
just so much crap anymore... i feel drained... lack emotions... just want to fade away.. keep hoping i'm going to meet someone who'll breathe life back into my body.. yet it seems no one wants me like that. i'm always the cute one.. the best friend.. damnit, i'm female... i have wants and needs! and i'm told i'm good too. :sigh: just annoying. course, it's not like i've met anyone outstanding... they're all just eh, ok. which leads back to daniel... he made me excited... he got me flustered... i'd like to meet someone who could do that to me again... i want fun.. i want romance.. i want to be wanted.
just so much crap anymore... i feel drained... lack emotions... just want to fade away.. keep hoping i'm going to meet someone who'll breathe life back into my body.. yet it seems no one wants me like that. i'm always the cute one.. the best friend.. damnit, i'm female... i have wants and needs! and i'm told i'm good too. :sigh: just annoying. course, it's not like i've met anyone outstanding... they're all just eh, ok. which leads back to daniel... he made me excited... he got me flustered... i'd like to meet someone who could do that to me again... i want fun.. i want romance.. i want to be wanted.