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i know my meds are fucking with me lately... making me depressed... but still have this burning fire within... this longing, an urge that i need to release... but i can't. it keeps building up... i know it... going to burst soon...
i didn't realize how powerfully i felt towards this person before... guess this is why i couldn't give him up and would willing let him back into my life over and over again.. is it possible that i've fallen? biggest fear is that i'm the only one that feels this way. :sigh: fuck... ive allowed myself to need him. fuck. but i want him so badly.
i didn't realize how powerfully i felt towards this person before... guess this is why i couldn't give him up and would willing let him back into my life over and over again.. is it possible that i've fallen? biggest fear is that i'm the only one that feels this way. :sigh: fuck... ive allowed myself to need him. fuck. but i want him so badly.