Posting on my online journal...as an assignment
Well now I can update you on daily livings because its an assignment for my english class. He told us our online journal accounts counted as a grade so that makes me happy. Anyway, today was a rather miserable day. I walked into school and everywhere I looked there was a little click talking about the accident on friday, or another group of people just bawling. The second I walked in the door I could feel the mood as if it was a brick wall. They held a moment of silence for a minute today for becca and the first thing I did was pray for the family. It's only right that I do so. Afterward, we got on with class. It seemed almost as if it was a normal day, but no matter where I was I could feel that energy. I even talked to one girl, all I said was Hello, and she started crying.
Today was just miserable. Thats the only word to describe it. Miserable. I've never felt so gloomy in a class in my life. I knew her, I talked to her for a little while, enough to know how awesome of a person she was, and enough to touch me enough to be sad with them. But I don't know. I have a concert coming up in a week...I'm to play fur elise at the concert. I've been pondering the thought of playing Angel, or I will remember you in her memory. But I don't know if I should, or if it would be right. If anyone want's to make any suggestions please let me know. But the reason I'm pondering if it's right or not, is because I only kind of knew her. I didn't know her as well as other people did and it might not be right for me to do something like that. But the other side of me is saying that I should because even though I didn't know her as well as others, it would be a nice gesture. I don't know.
Today I have a buttload of work to do. I have to type this up for homework, I have to write my newsletter for key club, and I have to make a flyer for people to send me pictures. As I'll take from a line in the play, O Fortunate, O happy day. Crap. Play ends every day at like 9 now. Some nights she says we might not get home till about 10:30. Thats really....REALLY Freaking late. Too late for me to do anything. That makes me a sad cuban. We had a full dress rehersal as well as a speed rehersal for act 3. That really sucked. Speed rehersals are kind fun though cause your talking as fast as humanly possible. My phone conversation was the most fun. Saying that whole big paragraph without any pauses in it for conversation. And I got to wear the tuxedo today. I love that tuxedo. It's too bad that she can't sell it to me. I like it a lot. I did ask too, thats the sad part. I'm a loser I know. It's one of my better qualities.
I wonder if I've typed up the equivalent of a page yet. Or even two pages. I don't know, i can't tell on this journal thing. Now that I've expanded it it doesn't look like I've typed too much. Arrggghh...I complain a lot. I said this already. About 5,000,000 Times...but its ok. Because I do. Anyway, I'm going to get to work on some of this crap, maybe I can put a dent in it by the end of the night. I hope someone reads this...I would like a little feedback.
Today was just miserable. Thats the only word to describe it. Miserable. I've never felt so gloomy in a class in my life. I knew her, I talked to her for a little while, enough to know how awesome of a person she was, and enough to touch me enough to be sad with them. But I don't know. I have a concert coming up in a week...I'm to play fur elise at the concert. I've been pondering the thought of playing Angel, or I will remember you in her memory. But I don't know if I should, or if it would be right. If anyone want's to make any suggestions please let me know. But the reason I'm pondering if it's right or not, is because I only kind of knew her. I didn't know her as well as other people did and it might not be right for me to do something like that. But the other side of me is saying that I should because even though I didn't know her as well as others, it would be a nice gesture. I don't know.
Today I have a buttload of work to do. I have to type this up for homework, I have to write my newsletter for key club, and I have to make a flyer for people to send me pictures. As I'll take from a line in the play, O Fortunate, O happy day. Crap. Play ends every day at like 9 now. Some nights she says we might not get home till about 10:30. Thats really....REALLY Freaking late. Too late for me to do anything. That makes me a sad cuban. We had a full dress rehersal as well as a speed rehersal for act 3. That really sucked. Speed rehersals are kind fun though cause your talking as fast as humanly possible. My phone conversation was the most fun. Saying that whole big paragraph without any pauses in it for conversation. And I got to wear the tuxedo today. I love that tuxedo. It's too bad that she can't sell it to me. I like it a lot. I did ask too, thats the sad part. I'm a loser I know. It's one of my better qualities.
I wonder if I've typed up the equivalent of a page yet. Or even two pages. I don't know, i can't tell on this journal thing. Now that I've expanded it it doesn't look like I've typed too much. Arrggghh...I complain a lot. I said this already. About 5,000,000 Times...but its ok. Because I do. Anyway, I'm going to get to work on some of this crap, maybe I can put a dent in it by the end of the night. I hope someone reads this...I would like a little feedback.