I bet nobody reads this anymore
I feel shocked. I was Iming people today and I realized that have at least somewhat meaningful conversations with people who mean something to me made me feel more lonely than I have in a while. I have a few theories that I won't divulge here for lack of time and such. If anybody cares to read my words I am updating once a week I hope. On the weekends. The week is just to much for me to get a chance to update. Hopefully I will have that once a week.
I myself am doing pretty well too. School isn't unbearable for me. Although I do get alot of work. Home life is bad as ever but I don't expect any better. I am somewhat but not really social with my peers. I guess all is. It is funny I think I am becoming dry, boring and uninteresting beacuse of things this year. I guess next year will be the year when my adaptation and changes should pay off. It's really late so I'm going to go and update more later this weekend.