Baby all I want for Christmas.....is you!
Heh. Is it sad that I know what I'm getting for christmas already? How about that I already know I won't be happy christmas day?
I'll be honest, christmas has never really been happy for me. Me and my sisters would always fight and complain when we didn't get what we wanted ect...But this time it's different. I already know I'm getting something I want and will enjoy having, but frankly I don't care. I'm sick of material things and I know that no matter what I do, the one thing I want for christmas Santa cannot bring. Oh well, only two more unhappy christmas' after this one before I might actually be able to have what I want for christmas...to be with her....If she is reading this, you should know I'm talking to you my love.
Every single hour of every single day, I think about you non-stop. I remember when we first started talking. I remember the first time I heard your voice. I remember the first time I saw your face. Everything reminds me of you in some way. The holidays are rough because all I wish is that I could spend them with you by my side, but I'll be strong. Someday we will enjoy christmas together and someday we can watch the ball drop in times square together, until then I will just cherish the fact that I have the most special gift there is every day of my life. Your love.
I love you and I miss you, never forget that you are always in my heart. <3
P.S. For anyone else who sat through all my deepest feelings, thanks for caring enough to read. It means alot to me. ^_^
I'll be honest, christmas has never really been happy for me. Me and my sisters would always fight and complain when we didn't get what we wanted ect...But this time it's different. I already know I'm getting something I want and will enjoy having, but frankly I don't care. I'm sick of material things and I know that no matter what I do, the one thing I want for christmas Santa cannot bring. Oh well, only two more unhappy christmas' after this one before I might actually be able to have what I want for christmas...to be with her....If she is reading this, you should know I'm talking to you my love.
Every single hour of every single day, I think about you non-stop. I remember when we first started talking. I remember the first time I heard your voice. I remember the first time I saw your face. Everything reminds me of you in some way. The holidays are rough because all I wish is that I could spend them with you by my side, but I'll be strong. Someday we will enjoy christmas together and someday we can watch the ball drop in times square together, until then I will just cherish the fact that I have the most special gift there is every day of my life. Your love.
I love you and I miss you, never forget that you are always in my heart. <3
P.S. For anyone else who sat through all my deepest feelings, thanks for caring enough to read. It means alot to me. ^_^