Hey, Alex...
Alex, hey, it's Koen. It's been a weird week, man... Everything just happened so fast... I don't even remember all that much of it. I'm sorry things turned out like this, you don't deserve it at all, but I guess... I guess that's just the way life works... Or something. I don't understand why this happened to you, you're such a great guy, there's no reason they had to pick you to go over someone else, and I'm sorry you didn't get the chance to live your life to the fullest. I can just hope that wherever you are now, you're in a good place and I'll meet you up there sometime. We're gonna miss you all the time, Alex, and it's gonna be pretty crappy not seeing you at A-Kon, but I might try to sneak into H-Fest for ya, haha. ::sigh:: This isn't right at all. I don't know why it had to happen to you. Why you? You're freakin' Alex K. Wong, Buddha buddy. :( I'm glad I got to talk to you that last time, maybe that was the reason you woke up, after all.. To be with your friends just once more before you had to go to wherever you're headed. I'd like to think heaven, I'm hoping that's what's goin' on out there, heh, everything's just so confusing lately, though. I'm sure that wherever you are, though, you're feeling a lot better than you were. But man, you shoulda been there last night... We were at Denny's, and we had this gay waiter that Adam kept hitting on - jokingly, or so he made it seem - and wrote his phone number on the tip. Oh yeah, and they had Guess Who? games on the placemats, and Ryan and Adam played each other, David, Ceazun, and I were all just laughing at them. Ceazun spilled her sprite on the table all over Ryan's board, so he just started scratching out the faces instead of putting the markers over them, haha. Good times, yo... Sorry you didn't get to be there, I guess. I know I wasn't around all that much for you, but I'm hopefully going to be spending a lot more time with Ryan and Adam and Ceazun, we've just gotta be there for each other. I didn't mean to make you guys think I had abandoned you, just so much going on... I'm not sure whether I'll go to work today or not, I should, but they said they wanted to do something later, I'm not sure when. I get off at 8, so maybe afterward? I dunno. Anyway, rest in peace, buddy.... We miss you. ;-;