Oct 20, 2006 17:33
it's funny...I'm always worried I'm the one who cares and that the other person justtolerates me, in friendships. Until now, i've managed to convince myself that such is not the case.
But...there's a lot of shit proving me right and I hate it.
And I hate it when people change and then I feel naive for not expecting it. hate that I...just can't imagine things not being like they are. I'll never take a chance.
And I think I should stop writing such dramatic, melancholy, angst-ridden entries. They aren't helping anyone.