ladida
man, i haven't updated my journal in almost a month. i miss bruce like crazy. i think about him all the time, and i never realized before how many memories we had together until i actually think about it. we did...and almost all the memories we had were good crazy fun times. every time i go to hang out with my twin friends...i keep thinking..."nice bruce will be here, we'll have some fun." and i always look forward to it, until i get there and i realize, bruce isn't coming back. i finally got my tatoo for him...i love it and i know he'd love it. i still can't accept teh fact that he's gone, though, and i haven't been able to go visit his grave because it makes it all to real for me. but i know i'll see him again someday. my friend scott actually reminds me a lot of bruce, just his actions. maybe that's why i like scott so much? i dunno, i think scott is awesome, but sometimes i get to the point, that i almost call him bruce. it's craziness. but anyway, school starts in almost three weeks and i can't believe it...i'm not ready. but i guess i'll deal when the time comes. summer is gone, and when i look back, i can't really think of anything profound i've done all summer...i've pretty much worked my ass off with my two jobs...that's about it. most nights are a crazy blur....but i remember pretty good times. but that's what summer is for right? you aren't supposed to remember all of it :D hahahaha