Damn Damn Damn
I lied to Sarah. I never lie! I fucking hate liars!!! Not a good way to start any kind of friendship. Today at lunch she was looking for me and my friends told her to try the band room or the library. I was in the library posting my entry for last night when she came up behind me. I closed it real quick and don't know how much she saw. She asked me what I was working on and I panicked and said just research. I could tell she didn't believe me and she looked hurt. She said she needed to get to class and left. It was so stupid, I didn't even find out why she was looking for me in the first place. I just read back everything I've posted and there really isn't anything awful. She already knows that I was on and off with Ash. She doesn't know that I would like to be more than friends...would it be awful for her to know that? I made it clear that I don't intend to make any moves.
I tried to talk to her after school but she said she was in a hurry.
Maybe I should call her...and explain. I don't know if she knows about live journal but I would be easy for her to find since my username is the same as my email and she knows that.
I tried to talk to her after school but she said she was in a hurry.
Maybe I should call her...and explain. I don't know if she knows about live journal but I would be easy for her to find since my username is the same as my email and she knows that.