Jul 08, 2006 16:29
As you all may have noticed. I've not played Red or the pack recently. There is a reason for this, and no it's not that I've fallen out of love with the characters, but I don't like where they are now.
I struggled to change Red into Tyson, due to my own faults on not respecting the rules of rp..something that caused me to be indoctrined into the BRPS hall of fame on several occasions. I didn't like how manipulative Red was becoming, didn't like how I was playing her...now I'm wondering if I was wrong to change what I had established. And how do I go back to what once was?
I've seriously considered just deleting this whole journal and starting over from scratch, but as somene so kindly pointed out, everyone gets sick of retcons really quickly; and that would fuck up what relationships she does have established.
So I guess the question of the hour, of the day and the year and maybe the century, what can I do to change her? How can I make it so that I actually enjoy playing her again?