In The Front Yard?!
so on monday i went of strike w/ my dad at Ralphs and had a great time. it was so much fun. i love everyone that works there, they're all so funny. we even had a bar-b-q in front of the store and we convinced most people to leave. and we said some funny shit to discourage people. i told people to help me support my children (even though i don't have any because i'm 15) and told them about how children in the future won't get work benefits and what not. anyways, Christy's cousin came up to me after lunch at school on tuesday and said something along the lines of "look bitch, i don't want you to call my cousin, hang out w/ my cousin, or even think about my cousin. just get her out of your mind completely, alright bitch?!" and she was just yelling at me and i froze so tyler had to pull me away and just shouted at her "yeah, fuck you bitch!" and walked me to class. i felt special that tyler would stick up for me. so i finally did call christy that day, despite my warning. she came over to fernando's and we all hung out. she took us to her work and bought us lunch. mmmmm, thai chicken pizza at the California Pizza Kitchen. it was good. and we had some sort of rum cake for desert that kicked ass. but it was weird, not being w/ christy that felt completely normal, but because she was just acting normal like how she used to be when we'd hang out. just happy fun christy. but everyone's been telling me that she's always miserable and sad and depressed and shit when they hang out w/ her now. but i haven't seen her for a while, but she was normal. i don't know if it was because she loves me and was happy to be w/ me or if it was because she just wanted to make me feel comfortable. she does that a lot. and i hate it because i know she'll be eaten away inside. but i didn't actually get around to telling her about oscar yet. i was too busy having fun that i forgot, plus i didn't want to talk to her about it w/ fernando around. we spent the night at my house, had a few too drink and went walking around the streets of DHS. trust me, that's not only scary, it's extremely dangerous. it's fucking dirty dingy nasty tweeker ville here, i swear. but it was so much fun. i haven't hung out w/ any of my friends for about a month now, opposed to the old times when i hung out w/ them pretty much every single day. so, i went to oscar's today. i kept teasing him sexually and we haven't had sex in a long ass time (about a week now). i don't know if any of you consider that long, but for us it really really is. and we ended up having sex... in his front yard. he doesn't even have a real front yard because he lives in a trailor, one right next to the street, and fucking a billion tweekers kept walking by but didn't even pay attention to us what so ever. that's how bad it is here, having sex out in public right next to the street in front of everyone is normal. kind of sad, isn't it?
-Jessica
-Jessica