Fun Filled Weekend
i had a great weekend. absolutely fabulous. i spent all weekend w/ oscar. i went over on friday night and spent the night. we had the best sex ever, or maybe it just felt that way since i hadn't seen him for a whole week. we were soooo happy to see each other after such a long break. a week's a long time for us. and no body was at his house because they were all at some indian convention, kind of a family reunion. he's part of a tribe that's almost completely extinct, so the elders were teaching everyone how to speak the language and what not. so we had his place to ourselves. yay! and i ended up falling asleep that night while we were watching skinny puppy videos. i was sooo tired because i had only gotten 3 hours of sleep thursday night. oh, and i also asked him back out. he said he'd have to think about it. i knew he didn't, but i'm glad he delayed. saturday was pretty cool. i just hung out w/ him all day, and had sex again. but it was cool because it was during the day and we usually have sex at night. his family came back from the reunion and stuff. his sister made me food (yum!). and we just chilled. and i asked him out again. so we are now officially girlfriend and boyfriend again. i think it's finally time for me to accept some responsibility and commitment, so yeah. it was a happy day. he ended up getting drunk out of nowhere off of wine and passed out outside on a matress. i ended up falling asleep next to him until his sister came and woke us up. so me and his sister, kayla, woke him up and helped him inside onto the bed. and then i just went to sleep with him. and then today was very exciting. you'll never guess where i went this morning... CHURCH! it was great, i've never been to church before. that's why i don't believe in god, when i was in 1st grade i tried to go w/ a friend and her mother and they wouldn't let me in. i know churches can't do that, but it's true. hehe, that's kind of a silly reason for not believing in god, but i was young. i have different reasons now. anyways, it was great because oscar was all gothed out so he got a lot of attention and me being his girlfriend therefore got attention as well. everyone was all proud because since he looked evil and goth they thought it was a big step for him. and i was so proud when i saw and heard mom and granny sing. and everyone was really nice and we didn't get any bad glances or anything. it was a nice little family outing. i don't care where we go, i just like being w/ people's familys, since mine is so fucked up. and then we went to del taco to eat after the second service (we had to stay a second time so his mom and granny could sing for the next service as well) and i saw ginger! she's one of my buddies that used to hang out w/ me and all my friends but stopped because everyone got to heavily into drugs. and i love her for leaving. she's smarter then us, that's great. she's adorable as all hell. hehe. and we just hung out some more at his house and hung out w/ his best buddy shane and his sister. and then i was planning on going home early which i guess he hadn't planned on and he wanted a quickie before i left. so, yeah, ya know. but it was a llittle longer then a quickie. anyways, afterwards, we took a shower, and it was beautiful. it was truly a moment to remember. we talked, and it was one of those really depthful, emotion filled conversations. we stayed in there longer then we planned. we mostly talked about our situation about a month ago when i broke up w/ him for christy and that whole horrible conflict. it was good to get all our feelings and thoughts out in the open and clear the way for our new relationship. so, yeah, then he walked me home and hung out w/ me for a while in my room. then we went outside to wait for one of his friends to pick him up because it was about 10:00 pm and my mom wanted him out and me in my bed. but, um, i kind of got a little horny and he was wearing a skirt today, and when he was innocently just sitting there i kind of crawled into his skirt and... well, you know, i kind of... pleased him. and giving him that blow job really got him excited. actually i think i gave him a really really good one tonight. i don't know what's wrong w/ me this week, i've been all horny and shit. anyways, he got over excited and couldn't hold it in, and i was pretty much ready to burst, so we just went in between the two vans in my drive way and pulled down my pants and pulled up his skirt, and yeah, you know the rest. it was great. another risky sex situation! yay! they're the best, very fun. and it was even riskier then when we did it in his front yard because, well, it was my front yard! i usually wouldn't even think of doing that type of shit at my house. i'd fear my mom coming out to check on whether he had left yet. she did once when i was going down on him, but didn't see because i just got out of his skirt. and soon after we finished having sex she came out. it was such a rush, a great natural high. i loved it. and that pretty much concludes my night and my weekend so i'm out.
-Jessica
-Jessica