19:15 feeling much more productive than I was. This has helped me feel a LOT better than I did. *pokes the brain* stop messing with me, ok?
20:22 oh fucking hell... please don't let this be as bad as it seems right now... pleasepleaseplease...
22:30 is... quite frankly, fucking terrified right now.
09:05 still terrified, stressed, and depressed, but there seems to be a light at the end of the tunnel -- hopefully its not on fire.
11:48 @
anab1 I'm to numb to panic, I'm just terrified right now. Making progress... but it's the possibilities that are scary...
12:34 I feel sick.
radar.net/c/eUjG...because posting full entries is hard