worse feelings ever
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dead is the thing i hope for now, its just too empty here i don't know what i would do without you in my life its just nothing when your gone,we will laugh about this when we are older but i just miss america so bad the fun we had and the fun i had with kathy(mom) and grandmo its just eathing me inside the feeling that i had there i just wish i felt like that when i returned to belguim but i didn't i had so much fun there i just can't believe it i'm just dying inside....
i miss you so much david i wouldnt know its so hard for me right now...i love you so much and i never will stop loving you because now i know what we have is special...
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