Nov 18, 2005 20:52
†..hellow peops..†
it seems like yesterday sinse you left but your gone for a long time
here i am ones again...
i tought you where the one ...
i miss you like shit..
i just feel like crap
you always talk about this fuckin shit that i hate...
why the fuck are you doing this?!..
i hate it and you know that..
why?!
WHY?!...
i don't feel like myself anymore..
i don't wanna look in the mirror anymore to see myself..
why the fuck was i born...why? to be fucked up like now..
i don't think so...
i look like a monster i don't wanna be like i am ...
just fuckin'hate me everbody in godsname HATE ME !!!!...
NEVER LOVE ME
NEVER TOUCH ME
NEVER LOOK AT ME...
NEVER EVEN SEE ME ANYMORE..
THE ONLY WAY YOUR GONE SEE ME IS IN MY GRAVE...
YOU WILL JUST SEE MY NAME OR JUST SEE ME LAYING IN MY BOX...
NEVER EVER WILL YOU SEE ME IF I DIE !!!
I FEEL LIKE I WILL DIE VERY SOON...
ITS NOT GONNA TAKE LONG ..
AND THEN I WILL BE THERE..!!!