screaming inside but can't be heard

[darkbutlovely]

i have dreams.
nightmares.
dreams for the things i want so bad it hurts.
but in the end, which dream will win?

i want to be strong. i hate insecurity. i want purpose. i want to be happy. i don't want to cry alone. look in my eyes and tell me who i am. is it anything like i once was, or has that girl left my eyes completely?

falling
into
memories of you
and things we used to do
follow me there
a beautiful somewhere
a place that i can share with you