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you know the funny thing about fear is after living with it for so long, it becomes so much a part of you that its like who you see yourself as and what people perceive you as are so different you end up feeling lost. wondering who you really are... without the fear. what do you look like to them? for they don't see the darkness that clouds your vision when you try to see anything.
Lost:
1 : not made use of, won, or claimed
2 a : no longer possessed b : no longer known
3 : ruined or destroyed physically or morally
4 a : taken away or beyond reach or attainment : DENIED : INSENSIBLE, HARDENED
5 a : unable to find the way b : no longer visible c : lacking assurance or self-confidence : HELPLESS
6 : RAPT, ABSORBED
7 : not appreciated or understood : WASTED
8 : obscured or overlooked during a process or activity
9 : hopelessly unattainable : FUTILE
thats a rather depressing word.
Lost:
1 : not made use of, won, or claimed
2 a : no longer possessed b : no longer known
3 : ruined or destroyed physically or morally
4 a : taken away or beyond reach or attainment : DENIED : INSENSIBLE, HARDENED
5 a : unable to find the way b : no longer visible c : lacking assurance or self-confidence : HELPLESS
6 : RAPT, ABSORBED
7 : not appreciated or understood : WASTED
8 : obscured or overlooked during a process or activity
9 : hopelessly unattainable : FUTILE
thats a rather depressing word.