as random as it gets
wow i feel like a single mom.
it sucks.
once the baby is asleep, its just me, myself and i.
not a good feeling.
neither is waking up at 4 in the morning.
motherhood has never been more appealing... *cough*
on top of that, i just ripped my favorite black skirt on the door frame.
i laughed out loud, then realized i was alone
and then felt really dumb
and then sad because i love this skirt.
damn
maybe tonight i will have a dance party in the street to my own music. hahaha
the bed that i'm sleeping in is up to my chest when i'm standing by it. yay it makes me feel like a little girl and i can run and jump on it and actually have to jump up. its INCREDIBLE. really.
at night when it gets dark and eerily serene, i'm so tempted to just run off the end of the dock and dive into the moonlit water. i have been craving a good swim. and there's something about it at night that makes it more appealing.
but i have a feeling i will resort to watching man on fire. that movie is amazing for a million different reasons. its intense. and the music, takes you somewhere else. i love it baby. LOVE IT.
yeah ok i'm done.
it sucks.
once the baby is asleep, its just me, myself and i.
not a good feeling.
neither is waking up at 4 in the morning.
motherhood has never been more appealing... *cough*
on top of that, i just ripped my favorite black skirt on the door frame.
i laughed out loud, then realized i was alone
and then felt really dumb
and then sad because i love this skirt.
damn
maybe tonight i will have a dance party in the street to my own music. hahaha
the bed that i'm sleeping in is up to my chest when i'm standing by it. yay it makes me feel like a little girl and i can run and jump on it and actually have to jump up. its INCREDIBLE. really.
at night when it gets dark and eerily serene, i'm so tempted to just run off the end of the dock and dive into the moonlit water. i have been craving a good swim. and there's something about it at night that makes it more appealing.
but i have a feeling i will resort to watching man on fire. that movie is amazing for a million different reasons. its intense. and the music, takes you somewhere else. i love it baby. LOVE IT.
yeah ok i'm done.