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so i dont know why but i feel like the dead. not even the walking ones either. it takes so much effort to keep my eyes open and my food in my stomach and my fingers typing. every time i stroke the keys it hurts my head a little more. so i dont know why i picked now of all times to update my lj. but here i am. yesterday i was told we were going to play some dnd. i was not aware they were taking me to daves in the countryside. all i really wanted to do was talk to Liz. i feel so shitty. and i really have no idea why. oh well im sure i'll be back to my normal crippled self in no time :/ maybe i just need more sleep? but i dont think so since i slept from 8:30pm to 12am the other day.
even Dave, Pat, and Eric thought i was dead. i walked through the door to my house a little while ago and my mom asked if there was something wrong, Carl said i looked totally out of it, and i said hello to Liz on the phone and she asked me if something was wrong.
does me feeling like i want to die for no reason count as something wrong? i would say so i supose, but i'm being emo and i dislike it so im just going to shut up and begin to stare blankly at nothing.
and i just edited my post for errors. something i've never done before. bleh.
even Dave, Pat, and Eric thought i was dead. i walked through the door to my house a little while ago and my mom asked if there was something wrong, Carl said i looked totally out of it, and i said hello to Liz on the phone and she asked me if something was wrong.
does me feeling like i want to die for no reason count as something wrong? i would say so i supose, but i'm being emo and i dislike it so im just going to shut up and begin to stare blankly at nothing.
and i just edited my post for errors. something i've never done before. bleh.