wow its my twentieth entry can u believe it
people im not going to lie to yall I am sick of relationships . Right now im turning into one of those people who grows up not marrying anybody just perservere for my own doing. As of right now i dont care about anything i told one of my friends two years ago to do this. Ten years from now carve on top of ur door june 18 9:00 A.M. There is no point to life . I still believe in that philosophy I am a christian im just saying in my opinion im trying to find Why God put me down here . Thats all my mind believes in now why am i here. My feelings havechanged for people some of my friends i dont care to see . I still stand independent from people im searching for my purpose. I told that friend to carve that on top of his door because i might not be alive when he and i are 24. For those individuals that are worried about me committing suicide i will not do it im just saying . Another thing i type to this journal not to communicate i do it to open my mind let them know what is on my mind because i will not tell them to their faces because im not myself around them this is myself. Man see if u can understand all of that lol.
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