Now this is some bull shit right here

[darkbeeen]

Wow i dont think this is a good feeling to have a few days ago i made like the stupidest mistake ever but i dont really care . i Havent had this bad of a weekend for quite some time. The gf that i had was one of my X-best friends friend on Friday and see at band they decided to flirt with each other see he was like tickling her poking and then that faggot had the nerve to put his arms around her i was like ok that topped it right there so for the rest of the day i was mad at both of em and u know what really cheesed me off was when she was like with him the whole night and hardly said nething to me so i was like ok now i need to start staying away . At the football game it started raining so i was already in a bad mood so i just walked in the rain proudly not even caring. Then when the band boosters brought the cokes and stuff to drink i just stood there in the Dark waiting and watching i had one true friend who stood by me the whole time and that was Brandon. Then a few girls came up to me and started talking and it was Stormi and Jennifer shit theyre better friends to me than what Colton and Paige were . Ive had a troublesome weekend about this and its starting to annoy me i wouldve treated Paige right but she wanted to spend more time with Colton than she would with me so i said ok fuck that but she's going to find out what kind of person he is eventually and i was damn right that if he didnt do it again .well that dont matter nemore because she doesnt realize what a stupid mistake she made as well . Ya know i was just reading her journal and i was going to apologize to her about all this and ask her back out even but it looks like to me she wants to find out what kind of person colton is. I did what i did because i meant it i was going to try to make things right again but ive now decided not to because Paige would rather be with Colton. It doesnt bother me at all there are plenty other loyal gf's out there other than Paige hek i was going to even let her be friends with him again but she likes Colton now . SO BE IT !!!!!!!!

-Dark-