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I HATE people that say "what he doesn't know won't hurt him"
It's fucking bullshit!
You're just insecure yourself and shallow.
Cheating is THE worst thing. I mean at least breakup with the person FIRST if you are going to cheat.
What happened to people going for love and that ONE person that has it all for them. I mean jesus, you love a girl so u may never have your fantasy of a 3 some cuz she isn't comfortable sharing you with someone else.
If it doesn't hurt you to see your loved one intimate with another you're fucked up.
I mean if you guys are that comfortable with one another for that shit, hand shake for you.
But how many guys/girls use that for an excuse?
If I love someone, they are all I need. Stop making jokes like that. It hurts. How would you feel? Maybe you can't control yourself but I sure as hell can.
I am one faithful SOB so fuck off and stop throwing those jokes at me just cuz that's what you would do you insecure horny asshole.
Yay, you hit my weakness, have a good laugh. Maybe someday some girl will be waiting for you and "do something that you don't know about so it won't hurt you" and you can die thinking you guys were really in love. Awwwww how fucking cute.
I'm tired and I'm grouchy. I just got done having a good laugh watching Kenny VS. some other guy show thing. They were having a "who can get a boner first" contest and it made my night. Well besides Joe's letter that I finally got.
Basically- I don't put up with cheating and even that joke bullshit hurts cuz I wouldn't want that done to me.
What happened to the kids like me? Who wanted love and not a good enough girl until the next one came along.
Fucking window shoppers is what they are.
What a rant- All I know is jokes like that make me feel like shit0 cuz that shit is shit.
Don't ever hurt someone like that, if you cheat, you don't really care about the person, HANDS DOWN you don't.
It's all in communication and compromising.
bleh~
Well I love you Joe- so fuck ppl. Love me :{ :}
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that shit again with that hoe.
Great, now we will prob start arguing over it again cuz I feel I wanna talk about it and I don't- I just got over it.
People are so inconsiderate sometimes.
over reacting, or I just love some one a whole hell of a lot?
w/e
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THAT'S what I posted on myspace ^
Now it's got me thinking, should I drill him more on cheating? idk if he even did, I just wanna be over it- my gut says hmmm idk, and my heart says stop thinking about it, it hurts too much, you have come so far and were doing soo good.
One comment took me all the way back to base one.
I mean how did he believe me that I slept in the same bed as his best friend when we were only going out for a week and didn't even kiss him- how does he believe me? and I skinny dipped? How did he believe me?
The thing is, I don't have a cheating past, he did.
What FUCKING makes me think he is going to change for me? It's every girls dream and maybe that's it, a fucking dream. I want something soo pure, i don't think I will ever find it. It's like my expectations/hopes are too high but hopes can never be too high.
I hate to do this, but I had that pure thing, god I never acted on anything for the first time in a long relationship and it went to shit, isn't that great.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
I'm sooo fucked up from that. I knew it would effect me a lot but man- this is just crazy.
I am always gonna compare my relationship to that, and they say he will too. Well if he did, where is he and wtf is he doing? Still fucking smoking is bowl? Prob.
No it wasn't perfect- but dam near.
w/e.
Ya know, the other day I thought, it would be nice to see your face again and see your reaction. What was I thinking? So I could go back to day one?
The Lord works in mysterious ways. I just wanna cry now.
If Joe could be here and touch me and kiss me I would be ok. Or just fucking talk to me and have a conversation not a ok what does ur list of things to talk about say in 30 min increments.
And starting Feb I can't write him. What kind of bullshit is that?! He can write me, but what good is one way writing?
And this sweet old guy wants to start a rally against the judges cuz the inmates are being malnourished.
Breakfast, eggs, toast, water. Lunch Bologna sandwich, pretzels, water, maybe milk. THAT'S IT. They are humans!!! Sounds like cruel and unusual punishment to me......
Well DELTA- a big sign reads, MEAP, the state had told us nothing, if we get your money we will mail it to you. WTF?! So I'm not going to school, my dad isn't paying for it most likely and my dream is pushed back even further.
Maybe I will just sell urban clothing forever- speaking of which that guy didn't call so now I'm freaking :( I'm calling him tomorrow!!!
Ugh, I'm talking to Kellen, he makes me feel WAY better and he actually said he feels bad for what I have to go through.
When is someone gonna go through something for me?
Like beg for me back or wait for me if I move and be faithful like a SOB like me......
I'm tired of chasing things when I shouldn't even be running.
Someone run a marathon for me :{
It's fucking bullshit!
You're just insecure yourself and shallow.
Cheating is THE worst thing. I mean at least breakup with the person FIRST if you are going to cheat.
What happened to people going for love and that ONE person that has it all for them. I mean jesus, you love a girl so u may never have your fantasy of a 3 some cuz she isn't comfortable sharing you with someone else.
If it doesn't hurt you to see your loved one intimate with another you're fucked up.
I mean if you guys are that comfortable with one another for that shit, hand shake for you.
But how many guys/girls use that for an excuse?
If I love someone, they are all I need. Stop making jokes like that. It hurts. How would you feel? Maybe you can't control yourself but I sure as hell can.
I am one faithful SOB so fuck off and stop throwing those jokes at me just cuz that's what you would do you insecure horny asshole.
Yay, you hit my weakness, have a good laugh. Maybe someday some girl will be waiting for you and "do something that you don't know about so it won't hurt you" and you can die thinking you guys were really in love. Awwwww how fucking cute.
I'm tired and I'm grouchy. I just got done having a good laugh watching Kenny VS. some other guy show thing. They were having a "who can get a boner first" contest and it made my night. Well besides Joe's letter that I finally got.
Basically- I don't put up with cheating and even that joke bullshit hurts cuz I wouldn't want that done to me.
What happened to the kids like me? Who wanted love and not a good enough girl until the next one came along.
Fucking window shoppers is what they are.
What a rant- All I know is jokes like that make me feel like shit0 cuz that shit is shit.
Don't ever hurt someone like that, if you cheat, you don't really care about the person, HANDS DOWN you don't.
It's all in communication and compromising.
bleh~
Well I love you Joe- so fuck ppl. Love me :{ :}
---------------------------------------------------------------
that shit again with that hoe.
Great, now we will prob start arguing over it again cuz I feel I wanna talk about it and I don't- I just got over it.
People are so inconsiderate sometimes.
over reacting, or I just love some one a whole hell of a lot?
w/e
---------------------------------------------------------------
THAT'S what I posted on myspace ^
Now it's got me thinking, should I drill him more on cheating? idk if he even did, I just wanna be over it- my gut says hmmm idk, and my heart says stop thinking about it, it hurts too much, you have come so far and were doing soo good.
One comment took me all the way back to base one.
I mean how did he believe me that I slept in the same bed as his best friend when we were only going out for a week and didn't even kiss him- how does he believe me? and I skinny dipped? How did he believe me?
The thing is, I don't have a cheating past, he did.
What FUCKING makes me think he is going to change for me? It's every girls dream and maybe that's it, a fucking dream. I want something soo pure, i don't think I will ever find it. It's like my expectations/hopes are too high but hopes can never be too high.
I hate to do this, but I had that pure thing, god I never acted on anything for the first time in a long relationship and it went to shit, isn't that great.
wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf
I'm sooo fucked up from that. I knew it would effect me a lot but man- this is just crazy.
I am always gonna compare my relationship to that, and they say he will too. Well if he did, where is he and wtf is he doing? Still fucking smoking is bowl? Prob.
No it wasn't perfect- but dam near.
w/e.
Ya know, the other day I thought, it would be nice to see your face again and see your reaction. What was I thinking? So I could go back to day one?
The Lord works in mysterious ways. I just wanna cry now.
If Joe could be here and touch me and kiss me I would be ok. Or just fucking talk to me and have a conversation not a ok what does ur list of things to talk about say in 30 min increments.
And starting Feb I can't write him. What kind of bullshit is that?! He can write me, but what good is one way writing?
And this sweet old guy wants to start a rally against the judges cuz the inmates are being malnourished.
Breakfast, eggs, toast, water. Lunch Bologna sandwich, pretzels, water, maybe milk. THAT'S IT. They are humans!!! Sounds like cruel and unusual punishment to me......
Well DELTA- a big sign reads, MEAP, the state had told us nothing, if we get your money we will mail it to you. WTF?! So I'm not going to school, my dad isn't paying for it most likely and my dream is pushed back even further.
Maybe I will just sell urban clothing forever- speaking of which that guy didn't call so now I'm freaking :( I'm calling him tomorrow!!!
Ugh, I'm talking to Kellen, he makes me feel WAY better and he actually said he feels bad for what I have to go through.
When is someone gonna go through something for me?
Like beg for me back or wait for me if I move and be faithful like a SOB like me......
I'm tired of chasing things when I shouldn't even be running.
Someone run a marathon for me :{