Nov 26, 2006 00:51
I dont know how to feel or what to say. But i know what I feel and there are no words to explain it.
Maybe one.
I can feel the gravity pull at me and drag me forward. Its wounderful and sad. But my wounderful is x's a million and cancels everything else out.
I beg god to let this pain in my stomach pass. i think every month might be a horrible memory. and of course now another question pops up. Money. Where is it comming from and how much.
O captain_jake, O captain_jake. O Matt.
god help me if u read this soon or late. god just HELP me. i want to talk even now and my head is racing.
I dont ever want to ask questions but they burn. Why do I feel like I am on such a one sided fence? Im so curious and pursue everything. Just have it come my way for a while.
I dont care. Of course I do silly, but i dont want to talk about that now. ( ill cry. )
Goodnight, and ironically enough, I dream of when I will say sweet dreams. Your forehead is beautiful with a sweet sent and a cripelling touch.
Just the way I like it...........