6 months
I thought I would have been further than this. I think I even tricked myself into believing it, but nope, triggers are triggers.
Spent the actual evening of the anniversary with brothers and friends. Plenty of vodka, glowsticks and blacklight and not much in the way of sleep but it was fine this way. Spent the day itself being distracted. I figured hey, its cool right? Brief emo moments but otherwise much better. Then, Pandora screwed with me today at work. Two songs specific; one from the funeral (Touch Me by the Doors) which hit a slight nerve but Lennon's Imagine sent me over the edge. Funny considering it was a station created just so a customer could listen to pink floyd and related during a tattoo a couple of weeks ago.
Thank you Irulan for the visit and aid in decompression. Thank you Tam for having my back should it be necessary; hopefully we won't need to sick you on people. Thank you Ally, Brodie, Lee and Dominic for the gathering. Ally, I still need to get photos of your tattoos.
I'm not well, but I'm not dead. There are bonus points in there somewhere.
Spent the actual evening of the anniversary with brothers and friends. Plenty of vodka, glowsticks and blacklight and not much in the way of sleep but it was fine this way. Spent the day itself being distracted. I figured hey, its cool right? Brief emo moments but otherwise much better. Then, Pandora screwed with me today at work. Two songs specific; one from the funeral (Touch Me by the Doors) which hit a slight nerve but Lennon's Imagine sent me over the edge. Funny considering it was a station created just so a customer could listen to pink floyd and related during a tattoo a couple of weeks ago.
Thank you Irulan for the visit and aid in decompression. Thank you Tam for having my back should it be necessary; hopefully we won't need to sick you on people. Thank you Ally, Brodie, Lee and Dominic for the gathering. Ally, I still need to get photos of your tattoos.
I'm not well, but I'm not dead. There are bonus points in there somewhere.