Jul 23, 2005 13:44
ok well i met this girl name laura here in hermiston wednesday and shes 16 and gothic and we hung out in a group and we went over to her neighbors house and hung out and played halo 2 and just hung out.
thursday, i went back and hung out as much as i could with laura and found out that she liked me and i was really happy about that but heres the thing...she likes me but she flirts with people in front of me. but anyways im not lettin that get in my way. but i will wait til shes ready.
friday, i went back over there and hung out with her more and played more halo 2. and we both noticed somethin aobut each other. one. i have mp(mutiple personalities) and 2 i found out that she has it too.
she found this out cause one it was the harvest moon and two i started talkin in the third person.
anyways, later that night around 11 me and her and her mom were hangin out at the sharies here in town and her dad was workin and she dont see her dad cause her mom and her dad are divorced and she was ok there till she went and talked to him outside and he called her his ex daughter.
i dont know him and im pissed at him. but i told her that im there for her and id do anything for herbut i didnt say that lol.
im kinda scared and i rarely get scared. i honestly think im fallin for her. i think it was that love at first sight thing, but im too scared to tell her how i geel about her cause of what happed and shit. but me and her just stare into eachothers eyes form across the room and just get lost. idk what that means but i think its a good thing, that and her never wanting me to leave. lol
idk what to do, i wanna tell someone how i feel about her but everyone i wanna tell knows her and it might get back to her and i dont think she needs to know just yet, cause of the whole us only knowin each other for 4 days.
when i go over there tomarrow to see hows shes doin i might give her a hint that i have strong feelings for her but i will do it in notes cause i lock up when i try and talk about things like this in voice. plus she can wrote back and umm ya.