Feb 07, 2004 19:17
This is my first time accually doing one of these things so i really don't know what to say, well i'm 17, 6'0, darkblonde hair spiked, blue-green eyes, i weightlift.
I don't have a girlfriend cause every girl i know thinks of me as a brother and if i do get a girl that likes me alil they see my friends and then follow them and love them and forget about me. So anyways, i just resently tryed to commit suicide and i'm staring counsling monday(yay). i hate school cause my teachers hate me and i'm surrounded by laughing girl with their boyfriends and playing tickle fights with guys they like.
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE FINISHED THE JOB ON MYSELF SEE IF ANYONE WOULD ACCULALLY CARED ABOUT ME, prolly not.
I've been having these dreams for abou 3 months now about how i die at school and everyone just walks over my body not even caring. The weird thing is, is that every night i die differant. Is there something wrong with me?