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I think I'm slightly recovering from my sickness (sore throat, coughing, headache, dizziness, sneezing and etc). I think it's a virus because I've had these symptoms so many times before.
Anyways, the more I think about course decisions the more I don't want to go back to New Zealand. And it's getting increasing hard. At first I had no feelings, as in I don't care if I go back or not, because I thought it would be good for me to be away from distractions. Now, I'm not so sure if I can handle being away from all my Australian friends. HAHA. How ironic that four years ago I didn't want to come to Australia because I didn't want to be away from my New Zealand friends. Weighing up the pros and cons of different decisions only makes the possibility of saying goodbye harder.
Anyways, the more I think about course decisions the more I don't want to go back to New Zealand. And it's getting increasing hard. At first I had no feelings, as in I don't care if I go back or not, because I thought it would be good for me to be away from distractions. Now, I'm not so sure if I can handle being away from all my Australian friends. HAHA. How ironic that four years ago I didn't want to come to Australia because I didn't want to be away from my New Zealand friends. Weighing up the pros and cons of different decisions only makes the possibility of saying goodbye harder.