Commence total effing wig out in Tminus.....
Yeah. Yeah. i had a huge ugly wigout last night and thismorning realized that it was worse. i observed my behavior and mental state and determined that i had suffered a sharp drop in my brain chemistry and was doing extremely not well. So i hightailed it home. Legit i ran away to home. So now im sitting in the living room listening to the new puppy ruin something in the other room and attempting to not lose my shit completely. There have been at least 3 reasonless crying jags today. i see the doc on thursday. hopefully i will neither have killed myself nor anyone else before i get to the appointment.