Nov 04, 2005 03:16
Today has been one crazy fucked up day. One of the people I took care of when I worked in the group home passed away today. Its been a bit hard because I got really attached to him while I worked there. Sometime between 7 and 8 this morning is when he passed away. Bob called me at work and told me and at first I didnt think I was hearing him right. I just read the obituary and its hitting me now... I mean it was one of those things that no one saw coming. Im glad hes out of his misery and not in pain anymore... Im not sure if I can go to the funeral or not. When Bob told me so many thoughts ran through my head... how? how is the girl that found him doing? how are the other clients in the home handling it all... Im not sure how I feel entirely. Its numbing and it makes me scared to ever work in a place like that again...
RIP Gerry...
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.