Kinda pathetic
For a while now I've wanted to go and post about my trip to California and the fun I had out there, but since getting back any good that vacation has done has been sapped away. I've been run ragged at work, spent most of my days off either sick, comatose, doing labor or some combination of the above. And to top it all of everyone who's promised to help with the Mush project has constantly let me down. I'm really finding myself wondering if a person can ever truly rely on someone for something or if it's all just a varying degrees of things getting fucked up, that not even the simplest of tasks can be done right. Cause that seems to be the case, at least for anything I try to do. Heh, maybe it's me who's the fuckup and just can't inspire anyone to do anything.