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Hey Yall.. SAT's suck... just thought I'd let you know. On to more important things. I am so seriously pissed off at Spencer right now. I can't believe he didn't tell me that he was going out with Britney. Geez I'm like his best friend and he didn't even bother to clue me in I had to find out from Allison James of all freakin people.
I've been talking to Louis alot lately and even though we had a kind of a scare there for a little while we're ok still. I sometimes feel like maybe every once in a while he wants to just like go back to doing all that stuff that got him put in jail in the first place and I kinda messed it up for him and everything but whatever. I don't really wanna think about him going back to jail. I mean I really care about him... I don't think that I love him the way he does me and I'm not sure I ever really can..normally I can tell how much I care about somebody fairly quick and I just don't really feel that way about him but then again I haven't really liked somebody before they liked me since.. well I won't say names and no it's not John. It was before him. Louis should be calling any miinute and that will be the end of my night cause I can't get rid of him until I fall asleep after that.
My mom doesn't want me with him anymore and I'm kinda just ignoring the remarks and such because I can't handle something big going on right now. Everybody's got a differet opionin on what I need to be doing right now and not a damn one of them cares what I want.
Holly's been hanging out with me a lot more lately and I was wondering what the heck is going on with him. We're not really that good of friends anymore and I really don't wanna talk to her. Yall know me I basically just get a few friends and still with them for a long time and Holly can't stand still long enough for her brain waves to connect therefore her brain doesn't always know what's going on. I mean right now I'm just like loving hanging out with Bethany, Kayla, Jessica...people like that. U know I finally did what I said I wouldn't do and become prep. Shh... I didn't just admit that and maybe nobody will read this and know.
OMG yall seriously should have seen Allison James today at lunch.. she was like all over her cookie cone and talking about how she liked sucking it but thought nuts were disgusting. Dirty mind yes I know but still I was like about to explode from trying not to laugh.
I've been talking to Louis alot lately and even though we had a kind of a scare there for a little while we're ok still. I sometimes feel like maybe every once in a while he wants to just like go back to doing all that stuff that got him put in jail in the first place and I kinda messed it up for him and everything but whatever. I don't really wanna think about him going back to jail. I mean I really care about him... I don't think that I love him the way he does me and I'm not sure I ever really can..normally I can tell how much I care about somebody fairly quick and I just don't really feel that way about him but then again I haven't really liked somebody before they liked me since.. well I won't say names and no it's not John. It was before him. Louis should be calling any miinute and that will be the end of my night cause I can't get rid of him until I fall asleep after that.
My mom doesn't want me with him anymore and I'm kinda just ignoring the remarks and such because I can't handle something big going on right now. Everybody's got a differet opionin on what I need to be doing right now and not a damn one of them cares what I want.
Holly's been hanging out with me a lot more lately and I was wondering what the heck is going on with him. We're not really that good of friends anymore and I really don't wanna talk to her. Yall know me I basically just get a few friends and still with them for a long time and Holly can't stand still long enough for her brain waves to connect therefore her brain doesn't always know what's going on. I mean right now I'm just like loving hanging out with Bethany, Kayla, Jessica...people like that. U know I finally did what I said I wouldn't do and become prep. Shh... I didn't just admit that and maybe nobody will read this and know.
OMG yall seriously should have seen Allison James today at lunch.. she was like all over her cookie cone and talking about how she liked sucking it but thought nuts were disgusting. Dirty mind yes I know but still I was like about to explode from trying not to laugh.