This is not my idea of a good time...

[darkangeldaria]

I don't want this. I want this to be fixable...but it isn't.
I either lose the respect of the people I love or lose...love...

There is no good to come of this...and I am already broken...

The best laid plans are going to have to re-thought...I am going to end up right back where I started...only now it will be truly alone...completely and utterly...alone...

I'm not ready to lose everything...but I don't know what other choice I have...