good mom or no mom at all
i was talking to jarrod lol. we were talking and my future prolley consists of me graduating h/s. becomming a masseuse, more than likely becomming a hooker or stripper or somethin and then i want to have kids. i have to have kids. but i dont think that'll happen. because im not gonna be the crappy kinda mom that just has the kids and expects them to just live and turn out ok. im gonna be a real mom. and a damn good one at that. i wont work until my kid atleast starts pre-school. i'll be home in the morning before they go to school, and ill be home before they get home from school, w/ snacks ready. and they'll eat breakfast every morning. i'll make pancakes w/ chocolate chips and mashed up banana's and blue berries. they wont ride the bus until they're in middle school. ill have to fight off following them on their first bike ride w/o me. i'll cry the night that i have to yell at them and it hurts me more than it does them. i'll be at every parent/teacher night. i'll be involved in their school w/ PTO/PTA and i'll be at every one of their sports games. i'll never force them to do any extra activities, but ill encourage them, and they'll no that no matter what they're winners to me. when i take them and their friends to the mall, ill secretly stay at the mall just incase..and i'll make sure they dont see me. ill be their for their first date. i'll tease them about their first kiss. im gonna have all the best pictures from prom. and they'll get the loudest cheer at graduation day. they'll all go on to be happy, and have good careers. they'll all have families of their own and have kids that i can spoil rotten. i'll be the gradma that sneaks candy into their pockets when they're little and money when they get older. i'll be in the front row of my grandkid's weddings and ill laugh at my kids when they get scared. and ill smile when i see how proud they r. and i'll cry because i'll know i did a good job, and that i made a difference, and that my kids will do the same... i'm either gonna be a good mom..or not one at all, because ive seen bad parents before, and no child diserves that.