May 22, 2005 10:05
Ive been sleeping more than usual. its lovely!
ah, and I had a dream about the snuggle. It was strange at times but turned out well.
my nerves have been getting more and more frazzled.
I think im going to be a wreck tuesday night, and again on thursday night.
even my horoscope told me I needed to go on a vacation! its soon!
its been good to be all alone this weekend, I dont think hes coming back until monday sometime.
maybe the little break is helping me get over my irrational "I NEED TO LIVE ALONE" thoughts.
Ive got to clean the bathroom today, theres mold growing. which is weird because all fall and winter, I never had mold until shortly after he came...dont understand that one.
boys are weird anyway. even gay boys.
eh. now that my first draft is done, Ive got to figure out what exactly im going to say. hmm