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I think im too self critical.
Just because I couldnt hold a mini workshop that was up to par with something one of my faculties could do, I feel like a failure. bah.
I just feel like the first part went poorly, not much conversation, and I kept expecting THE woman to jump in and add something...you know rescue the conversation. But she never did.
Though luckily each of our seminars after my presentation went well. And several people came up to me and thanked me for beginning to address these issues.
but my nerves were shot by the end, everything had been dependant on me and my ability to articule everything well. My whole seminar beraded me with questions...
damn.
on the up side, I finally got a change to chat with my pal Mara. And she convinced me to submit some of my art pieces to the Sexual Assault Survivors art show on wednesday. Its funny how other people can be more optimistic about my future and talents than I am. shrug.
Time to make phone calls
Just because I couldnt hold a mini workshop that was up to par with something one of my faculties could do, I feel like a failure. bah.
I just feel like the first part went poorly, not much conversation, and I kept expecting THE woman to jump in and add something...you know rescue the conversation. But she never did.
Though luckily each of our seminars after my presentation went well. And several people came up to me and thanked me for beginning to address these issues.
but my nerves were shot by the end, everything had been dependant on me and my ability to articule everything well. My whole seminar beraded me with questions...
damn.
on the up side, I finally got a change to chat with my pal Mara. And she convinced me to submit some of my art pieces to the Sexual Assault Survivors art show on wednesday. Its funny how other people can be more optimistic about my future and talents than I am. shrug.
Time to make phone calls