life=misery
i was doingr eally good i stopped being so damn emo all the tiem and hating everything im goign to college i couldnt belive it either im amazed i applied to 1 effin school got in and was crazy outta my mind with excitement but no nothing ever stays perfect does it no it doesnt i dont even kno nemore wht am i doing here theres no reason for me to be
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And you weren't chosen to be here. Most people aren't. We're just born. I don't believe in spreading that "ur speshul just like evry1 else" crap because it is crap. You are whatever you think you are. You think you're average, you're going to be average. If you think you're better than that then you already are.
All that really matters is you. What makes you happy, what makes you feel good, what makes you feel like you've lived and are living.
Those people that supposedly effect the grander scheme aren't really doing that much. They'll eventually be forgotten anyway. Everyone is. It just happens.
There is no point. We all die and are forgotten anyway *emo*
But really, you're what matters. Do for you and you only. You're the one who has to live it. Not me, not your mother, not anybody else.
Oh. Nothing is perfect, or remains what we think is perfect. We spend our whole lives waiting for those moments when everything just feels right.
You find them alot easier if you live for you.
Stop feeling bad about yourself damnit. I'm the depressed one in the family.
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